Freedom to Vacation- Redecorating, Movie Shoot and Other Adventures – Nov 12 2012
Today is the first day I am beginning my day with no thought of panchakarma. I officially finished yesterday after deciding the the doctor to cut it short by 3 days and begin my recuperation period before heading home.
I still have 3 “fun massages” coming to me later on, just before I go home which I can still take advantage of if I choose to.
The sense of freedom , of having no responsibilities, of there being nothing I “have” to do (even though everything I was doing was for my own benefit), makes me feel almost giddy with joy.
I now sit at the Pundir restaurant, the weather much cooler than even last week, although the sun is still beautifully warm. I am waiting for my paneer parantha. Yesterday I ate pasta – TWICE- and am already feeling my strength come back. Although fruits and veggies and of course kitcheri are the healthiest foods for me – my comfort food-my soul food- is carbohydrates. Breads, pasta, anything doughy. And as Dr. Arora always reminds me – this is not cheating – cravings come from a soul level and if the soul is denied what it needs – the body will never be completely healthy. So now I will be taking good care of my soul until the cravings end – probably around 3-4 days from previous experience. (today is actually the 15th-and I no longer crave these things!)
Not quite as energized as I imagined but just feeling wonderful being out. Had this dream of “redecorating” using colored pillows and a throw on my sofa. And today finally was able to these things. Took me ages to choose with so many to choose from but think I will be happy when I get it all home.
But I am not a good shopper and am now exhausted. Not ready to eat yet so sitting on a bench just next to Laxman Jhula bridge watching the sights of local tourist groups going by with their guides. Will relax here for awhile. Lovely breeze coming up off the Ganga- Most refreshing!
Went up for a snack and had lovely apple crumble, (shown above) but was really tired. Rested for a long time and finally made it up to my place. Not before watching a film or TV series being filmed on the street.
Home at last, tired but happy.
Namaste from Rishikesh