In the midst of the bustling,busy,hectic, crowded Chandi Chowk Market I came across this quiet alleyway with the most amazing decorated doors. The houses themselves are about 300 years old and still occupied.
…having my local phone card set up…talking and finally off for a long a beautiful sleep.
The medicine I need at this junction in my life. I’ve been away from here for months now, been through an extremely intense year since my return from India last November. The months away from here, my blog, my refuge, have also been months away from myself. Longer in fact than months. Dealing with family issues, health issues relationship issues, financial issues, has taken up every bit of time and energy I have been able to muster over this past period of time.
I don’t know how well I dealt with all the issues I confronted, but I always did the best I could at the moment. And that is all we can expect of ourselves. But the intensivity of this past year has drained me…left me depleted…and what I need more than anything else from this coming trip to India, is TIME!
…not to be Mother, grandmother, sister, friend, lover, healer, counselor, advocate, or teacher. Just to be ME.
I will relish, and cherish the coming months, not knowing anything about what awaits me, other than the TIME I so desperately need.
It is a blessing which I intend to take full advantage of.
With love light and JOY